The Aflac center sent us a final bead in the mail today. I got it in the mail today any way. Its a butterfly bead to complete the strand. Its only for parents like us. I'm feeling quite upset. Actually, I balled my eyes out. It kind of looks like an Angel too. I know Owen's an angel, but I miss him so much. Its just not fair. Its so not fair. Why sweet Owen? He's such a sweet boy. He never complained about having to fight to live. He never fussed about all the procedures he went through. Everyone who met him loved him. He touched everyone. I miss him so much and don't want to wait for the rest of my life to see him again.
I've been feeling good so far in this pregnancy. If all my pregnancies had been this easy, I'd have 10 kids. I really would be like Michelle Duggar, LOL! I'm also glad this kid was pronounced as healthy as they can find in utero. I've been tired, but no nausea, able to eat, and feeling good.
I'm also almost finished with Evan's blanket. I've finished all the knitting and the seaming of the letters. I really hope that he enjoys the blanket. Its taken so much time and work.
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