Owen is coming Home!

I'm actually kind of nervous about Owen coming home.  He just doesn't seem stable to me.  I'm so afraid that he just going to crash and have to go right back.  The doctor even thinks this may not be his last admission to the hospital.  Its scary and alot of pressure for me because Brandon is so unwilling to help.  He always says he is but when it comes down to actually doing it, he always leaves it for me.  He won't touch it.  That's exactly what he did with the gtube.  And I won't be able to go to the hematologist's appointments because I'll have to be in Albany for clinicals.  So I won't be able to ask questions or hear what the doctor actually thinks.  Brandon tries to interpret but he always falls short.  I've been so frustrated with this situation.  And I can't talk to Brandon about it because he just gets pissed.  Or he says that isn't what I said.