I'm feeling so tired. I can't feel good right now about anything. I'm always yelling at Evan. He can't do anything right. I'm getting so frustrated with him. He just never listens. Maybe I don't know how to talk to him. Maybe its the stress of Owen being sick and not knowing what's really wrong with him. I'm not dealing well with my stress. But I don't know how to deal better with it.
I wish I felt important to my husband. I wish I could tell him and him believe me that I do love. He doesn't care though what's important to me, what I'm feeling, or what I think. He constantly demeans what I'm thinking about the information the doctors give us. I'm smart enough to know that they are not always right. I really respect very much about my hubby, but he's very selfish.
Owen may have cytomegalovirus. CMV for short. They aren't completely positive so they are retesting him. If this test comes back positive, then they will be giving him an antiviral drug. Those have some pretty bad side effects.
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