Thursday, November 18, 2010
Stress Stress Stress
Monday, November 8, 2010
Evan's Blanket.
The Pattern
The Yarn
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Owen's Transplant
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Owen Oh Owen
So we finally heard something from the social security office. Unfortunately it was rather ambiguous. We got 2 checks from them. They don’t say what the money is for or what we were approved for. Ugh, dealing with the Fed is terrible. Too much bureaucracy. Obviously the people who support national healthcare haven’t had to try to use the federal government services. We have been fighting with these people over and over for 2 years now. They won’t give you any information to make your quest to get assistance for your handicapped ill child any easier. You try the website, but that’s not set up for children only disabled adults and retirees. Hello! We parents of disabled children want to use the website too!!! Good Golly Miss Molly! Why can’t these people help these poor kids.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Stress At Work
This poor woman at my work. She’s so much younger than everyone else. She is in for alcohol dementia. She tries so hard to express what’s on her mind, but she can’t. She can’t say what she’s thinking. That would be so frustrating to me. I feel so sorry for her.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Clinical
http://www.phoebeputney.com/
http://www.darton.edu/
I did however get a 96 on the test I took today!! Hooray!!!
Monday, October 18, 2010
The Best Gift
Friday, October 15, 2010
Oh the Drudgery
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Owen is SO confused!!!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Bone Marrow Donation
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Owen is coming Home!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Oh fights!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Working All Night Long
So my stalker didn't show up when I got to work today. I was relieved by that. I was really really scared. He really scares me. He "promises" me he only wants to look after me, but he scares me. When I tell him I"m scared of him, he acts like that's crazy. But he called me 31 times in my 8 hour shift at work. He knew I was at work, and yet he still called. He says its because he loves me so much. But I don't think it really has anything to do with me. I think he's just crazy and has fixated on me for some reason.
I enjoyed my time with my friend Sweetslice and her baby and Grant. We went to go see 1-2-3 Imagine Semsame Street at Phillips Arena today. Other than being just plain flat out exhausted, it was great. I wish Grant had behaved a little better. But he's 3 so temper tantrums are bound to happen.
Talk you soon!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
My first pattern!
I used Bernat Handicrafter Cotton Stripes. I picked the breast cancer pink color.
It only took about a quarter or so of the skein.
I used size 6 (US) straight needles.
I call it the Sideways Washcloth
K=knit, P=purl
Cast On 34 stitches. (this will be height of wash cloth)
Rows 1-4 knit across
Row 5: K4 P26 K4
Row 6: K across
Row 7: K4 P26 K4
Row 8: K across
Row 9: K across
Row 10: K across
Repeat rows 5-10 until desired width.
The stripes were from the yarn itself. |
I'm so worried about Owen
I do think that I need help. I'm having flashbacks to when I had to leave Evan at Scottish Rite. That was a nightmare. This isn't as bad as that was. At least now I can see Owen whenever I choose to. I just can't always choose to. I have Evan and Grant to take care of. See how sweet they are on the first day of school. Of course that was nearly 2 months ago. And lately, they have not been quite so sweet.
Any way, if anyone is reading this, I just wanted to talk to you.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Diagnosis
http://www.bing.com/health/article/mayo-126612/Cytomegalovirus-CMV-infection?q=cytomegalovirus&FORM=FFF
http://www.rxlist.com/cytovene-drug.htm
So, if anyone is reading, there is some info on both the CMV and the Ganciclovir.
At least its something treatable and shouldn't cause problems for the rest of his life.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Pure Exhaustion
I wish I felt important to my husband. I wish I could tell him and him believe me that I do love. He doesn't care though what's important to me, what I'm feeling, or what I think. He constantly demeans what I'm thinking about the information the doctors give us. I'm smart enough to know that they are not always right. I really respect very much about my hubby, but he's very selfish.
Owen may have cytomegalovirus. CMV for short. They aren't completely positive so they are retesting him. If this test comes back positive, then they will be giving him an antiviral drug. Those have some pretty bad side effects.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Waiting for Results
I did prescribe myself some retail therapy today though. I got some beautiful kettle dyed yarn. It was only $11, and I'm going to hold it together with a strand of lace weight mohair and silk yarn. It will make a beautiful scarf. Its a dark blue worsted and a light blue lace. I think they will be great together. I'm probably going to use a pattern called ScWiNoNa. I'll post photos when its done.
http://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/scwinona
Monday, September 6, 2010
Knitting Like Crazy
Owen is still not doing great. Its so hard having him in the hospital. I wish I could be there more. I miss him and my hubby very much. The doctors are hopeful that Owen is getting better. They want to send Owen to a specialist at Duke. They are hoping to get him into a research study. But if our insurance doesn't pay for the specialist we won't be going. Its too expensive. It sucks to have to choose between getting medical advice for one kid and feeding the other ones. What kind of choice is that?
I'm getting really nervous about nursing school. I hope I can handle being away from the family once a week on Wednesdays. I hope I know enough to be successful in this course.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Boy Oh Boys
Sick of Arrogant MD's
On a different note, I'm so sick of boys. Why oh why do they have to yell and wrestle constantly? Why can't they just relax and play? Why can't they just say they love each other and that be enough? I'm feeling so frustrated with 2 bigs boys who are actively attempting to kill each other. I think literally they are trying to kill each other.
Good Lord, please allow my boys to survive childhood to adulthood without me killing them or them killing themselves/each other. Amen.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Thank you, Sweetslice!
Friday, August 27, 2010
Owen is home!!!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
A little of this and a little of that
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp;jsessionid=67BCD6E7E8088B7821986983E0DBCD28.bbolsp-app01-35?_dyncharset=ISO-8859-1&_dynSessConf=4508428287455284647&id=pcat17071&type=page&st=hp+netbook&sc=abComputerSP&cp=1&nrp=15&sp=&qp=&list=n&iht=y&usc=Computers&ks=960
I also got my hair cut. Shannon did a great job cutting it. She always gives me the best cuts.
I got to have lunch with my best friend Sweetslice today. It was great. She is also going to be my proctor for my tests at school. Its great to have friends like her.
I am glad to say that Owen is doing a little better. He is no longer having fevers, but his blood is still out of wack. That poor boy has spent too much of his life with doctors and having medical procedures. He's such a trooper and a fighter. I wish I could make his life easier.
I also wish I could help Brandon find a job. He would feel so much better. He'd be so much happier. I wish I could help him.
My classes are going well though. My fitness class is frustrating me because I don't want to join a gym for 10 weeks. I mean really! It is an online class. If the only way to complete it is going the campus gym, how is it an online class?
My clapotis is going well. I'll paste pics soon.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Owen Owen Owen
Grant however had a wonderful 1st day of PreK. He didn't cry or fuss when B dropped him off. He just went right to the table and fit right in.
Evan too had a good first day of school. Luckily he had a good teacher last year and has her again this year. I'm so glad. She made him behave.
I also found out I have a great friend.
Sweetslice, you are so wonderful. Thanks for the wonderful gift on our car last night!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Days of Mixed Feelings
On the other hand, when I was at Subway getting some $5 footlongs for dinner, a lady in the restaurant told me what a good mom I was. How I was so patient with my boys. I was so touched, it brought tears to my eyes. I don't always feel so patient. My boys don't listen that great either....but it was great to hear though.
I'm feeling so sad that we're getting Grant ready to go to school. I can't believe he's that old already. He's only going to half day PreK but still. That's my baby. I remember him being so little when he was born and holding this tiny baby at the NICU in Emory Crawford Long. Back when he was only 4lbs!! I think though that he will really excel to have a much more stimulating structured environment and new adults to help him.
My Evan is getting big too. 3rd grade!!!! At least I know he's going to have a great teacher. He had Mrs. Underwood last year and she was great for him. I hope he has another good year. I wish his school had been able to get a new enrichment teacher though. The one from last year was very mediocre. (to put it nicely)
I don't know what I'm going to do when Owen starts school in April. We are supposed to do his IEP in December. I hope though that school will help him. He may start catching up to his peers a little.
I found the soccer ball buttons I was looking for for sweetslice's boy's scarf. \
More later.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
A Busy Weekend Ahead
I did manage to finish the test hat I was knitting for Sweetslice's little boy. I think it turned out pretty well. If she doesn't like the red, Owen can wear it.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Accepted to Nursing Program this Fall!!!
New pattern
Hubby off to an interview!
A little about me. I'm a mom, wife, sister, daughter, and nurse. My husband is Brandon. He's a graduate of GA Tech Building Construction. But is having trouble finding work.
My boys are Evan, 8, Grant, 3, and Owen, 2. Evan is in the third grade at Brooks Elementary, where my mom is the principal. Evan enjoys playing football right for the Brooks Bears right now. Grant is starting 1/2 day preK at Crabapple Lane Elementary this year. He enjoys exploring, exploring, exploring. He's hard to keep up with! Owen is still at home. He has Rubinstein-Taybi Syndrome. We end up taking him to many many doctors. Luckily he's got good doctors.
My two sisters are Sally and Laurie. Sally lives in PA with my nephew, Perren. She's a brand new homeowner! Laurie lives in Clarksville, TN where her husband, Clint is stationed at Fort Campbell. She just found out she's expecting their fist baby!